December 2009
2 posts
sorry
nuh uh.
things have never been so swell
I am excited and I am scared and I am anxious.
I am stuck in a state of mixed despondency, despair, unhappiness, and perspective.
I can feel myself withdrawing from everything that matters in search of everything that matters. It’s an endless loop. Enjoyment is the point, but the point is not enjoyment. The point is to succeed.
And the excitement rushes back into my skull. So many...